This morning i didn't want to go to the north of holland because of the rainy and cold weather. Promised Hans to drive together so feel like i had to go. Kuitje is always a dangerous place with many tricky and undeep areas. I didn't feel confident at all today and was entering the course stalling to be sure not to crash with high speeds. Considering the wind strenght and water conditions my speeds were not fast enough. The guts and confidence to sail close to the bank without any fear to hit something was not there today.